Reaching the milestone of 4 years of sobriety has brought on a deep reflection of my journey. During the years I attempted to enter sobriety, as well as the first year or so of sobriety, I was constantly asking myself: why? Why me? What was the catalyst or moment that caused my struggles? Was it a trauma? When did it happen? Which experience was it? But as I delved deeper I realized two things: 1) it honestly didn’t matter what it was and 2) this had been inside of me a lot l
